Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Monday, August 20, 2007
Travelling Southwards!
Today may not be a blue moon but in my blogging calender it surely is one. Here
is another (not so successful) attempt on pushing out my disturbing yet exciting
thoughts which most of the time refuses to come out.
This reminds me of all those enviable love stories which the legendary Tamil
film director K.Balachander presented us with in his days of glory be it be a
'Punnagai Mannan' or a 'Thiraikal Ezhuthiya Kavitha(Ek Duje ke Liye)'.How often
has he made me into a hypnotized spectator travelling along with the minds and
thoughts of the protagonist and his partner in love, wishing them good luck in
their desperate search in 'finding neverland'. Leaving alone the romanticism in
the notes i often wondered about the possibility of such relations where the
worry quotient is not alone a single factor like the usual stubborn parents who
sketch out paths for their children to track down all the way or the even more
common third party villain with all kinds of inhuman (very much human actually)
tactics in his search for worldly pleasures. He portrayed a series of differences
and threw in arguments of all kinds in utmost genuinely for the parents to
battle down the case. Boundaries would be created in the name of state, walls
erected on cultural grounds and even the way in which the tongue twisted when
one announces their arrival on planet earth would be counted. If these were
reasons not good enough then comes the deadliest of all bombs. And the worst
part of it is that this would be in the name of the one, who will be the first
to raise his hand if seeked for a consensus. Scholars still refer him 'The
Truth".
Strange are the ways of God. Taste for the Mozart's rhythm, the chat engine
and a secure membership in the social middle class was all that they had in
common. Or was it so? Maybe the lord was looking for something different to keep
himself amused. After all two like patterns might have prompted him in thinking
why two in the first place.
She came from the head and he is from the tail. She spoke the dialect of the
majority and he expressed in the distinct minorities tongue. If Rama's successful
lankan campaign was the reason for her to burst the fire crackers he did it to
celebrate the fall of the mighty 'Mahishasura'. She bows in divine worship with
the one he finds his alarming appetite ringing. Even nature had ways to
distinguish them. He was a proof of the existence of the Sun God and she
represents the belle of the Himalayas.
Truth is still stranger than fiction (Read Truth Sucks!) and truth of the
matter is that not often we get to eat a promptly ripe mango. Platforms were
laid over periods and chains are not meant to be broken. A tiring wait in the
long queue may get them a ticket to heaven but the journey is still on. As the
strategy of the gentleman's game goes, take it session by session. Jumping the
final hurdle may still find the finishing line still a mile. Hey speeding
breeze, pass through the backwaters, for you are the one who is to help my
friends be fresh as ever.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
1,3,5,7....
All characters and situations are purely out of imagination and resemblances are very much accidental. Eachtime i write something this is how i wish to convince everyone else. But invariably it ends up a big failure. Memories take me back to the days when i worked hours and hours on various permutations and combinations to develop a substitute to the alphabets for a much secure diary note. And never did get disappointed when all my hardwork turned futile when my sister decodes it before i take the next glass of water. Maybe fictions are for the imaginery. Those distinguished few who are blessed with the ability to transmogrify the fastest happening thing - thoughts!. If that wasn't the case the Ruskin Bond's and the M T Vasudevan nair's would have far greater competition.
Ah...the dream to become a writer was not the first of its kind. Shattered was the fantasies of the eight year old when he was boed off by a limited crowd of similar age with a rhythm maybe better than his attempt to emulate the legends composition, turned all in vain. End of the world it seemed until he learnt to caress more perceptible dreams. Maybe he would have recollected the words of advice God gives to every new performer before they are introduced to his favourite theatre. If you help one I credit u good. Helping two you are great,three you are greater still. To come to the aid of four i call you Human.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Memories of a train journey
Long since my last blog.Unlike other times this one is made simply to make one.Its summer time.Heat is really telling on u.Everyone seems to have tuned to different lifestyles.Work,work and more work.Wonder how quickly times change.
Two days back after an official meeting happened to return alone by train.Even before the train left the platform the tiredness of the day turned me into sleeps.But soon got up on some loud laughing voices.Two MBA students,a girl and a boy was sitting opposite to me.I know its a bad habbit but dont blame me, anyone blessed with hearing abilities would have overheard them leave alone a faint soul like me.Eventhough the Englishmen left us more than fifty years ago shades of dependency still seems to remain in our veins.Their conversation covered a wide range of topics from Rahman's music to the workload in the software industry. My mind went back the times when we all travelled together and was even more louder earning the envy of everyone else around.Gone are those days of glory.Atleast all is not yet lost.
I am expecting a tough fortnight ahead.Also some usual reunion and touring plans going on for this weekend holidays. God helping hope everything will go on fine.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Show must go on....
Back home after one more pathetic attempt at redeeming those golden moments.The moments that i spent with my friends. But the try was just a failure as an 8 yr old regathering the burnt wax and attempting to make a new one.It just strengthens the fear that its not going to be the same again.But as the anchors say,"the show must go on".
Enough of sentiments.Now to some news.Since i havent blogged for a few months now,i have not written some of the important happenings,some personal tragedies too.Its heartening to know that most of my college mates have started earning some way or the other.Even i have got a relief. Some are tying knots and others planning to do so.But again the fear of missing them catches on to u.All's well that ends well!
Back again to where i started.We(kichu,Pcr,Hrishi & me) went to the beach today.Enjoyed the eve.Talked lot.Each had their share of news to share.Be it for a few hours all seemed like those good old days. These moments of happiness are fast becoming like a dew in the desert.Last night when i happened to chat with one of my friends i came to understand that i am not the only one having this feeling.Never understood what they meant when told that college days are the sweetest. Ah...there is no better teacher than life.Let me take leave on this note.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Midsummer nights dream!
Last few days went rather without much happenings.Everyone is now showing the effects of boredom.The toll of the summer heat contributing.Me too passing through difficult times.As one of my friend said the other day-maybe double impact.A rare feeling of insecurity is taking over.The straight drives in the play field and the shadows in the silver screen are just a momentary relief.But as Geoffery says one should have butterflies in the stomach to play a good knock.
After flexing our muscles that evening and killing the tiredness through the squeezing of three lemons...we were regathering ourselves in the cool breeze of the night.Then all talks were converging to one point-next move?Eagerness and anxiety was seen in all.Banglore-the dream city of the technically qualified was a common suggestion.Atleast it provides a ray of hope.
Ah..Hope!The real keyword which prompts us to carry on is still providing the colours for my dreams.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
For a start....
The idea for blogging really appealed to me.A change from the conventional diary system.
There isn't anything which makes u feel bad as missing ur dear and near ones.Friends...if at all there is an asset...its u guys. I believe that i was lucky enough to have these many friends.Barring a few incidents, memories with u all at CEP were the sweetest.
Now that the B-Tech classes are over,like most of the others
days are becoming longer and boring.What next?that question...that cruel question...is echoeing.
What else to say these last days...always keep in touch!